Brain Power.

Noticed I haven't post a thing in decades?

H1N1 or not,

Pile of books, here I come!

Time to boost that sleeazy brain.

Do pray for my upcoming trials, people.

-Love you, Joyce!-

P.

As most of you know, my car crashed a few days ago.
Wanna know what and how?

Sunday evening.
Dad decided we should try Burger King in Bukit Tinggi beside the petrol station. He also decided I should drive my whole family there. Cool. Haha. My first ride with the whole bunch of family, and trust me, it ain't coming easy. Eve went, "Jie, you better make sure I have my dinner before I die kay?". Yeah, nice sarcasm. Dad went, "Wait ah, wait ah. I wear my seatbelt properly first. Wait ah, let me hold the handbrake first". Tsk.

So the journey to BurgerKing started. Lol. Sounded silly. Yada yadaa, then there's this traffic light just before the turning in to the fastfood. Red light, stepped on the brakes, stop. 7seconds later, thought my car engine died but then again my car's an auto right? I then realise some Honda crashed into my car's bumper, the light was still red and i guessed he didn't realise he had to stop. Shoot. Just a few metres away from my destination and here goes my first accident just after passing a week later.
Mom and Dad took the guy's IC, etc. and reported to the police station after the dinner. Thank God the bumper was only slightly dented and the little reverse censor came off whereas the Honda driver's side lights broke.
Oh, and guess what. Dad just pat my back and laughed that matter off. Phewww.
So guys my age, if you think the real road is heaven, reconsider okay?

Out.

UK WOMAN,

Happy Belated Birthday!

Love you, Jess.

Oh, I deserve a souvenir. Lol.

Love loads, Shirlynn.

CrashNumberOne.

The silly freak behind hit my car's bumper.

But I won't stop praying.

Journey mercy? I need one.

Goodnight.

"Don't See Me Like This Ah"

Before this I didn't have the courage to do so.
Before this I was traumatised.
Before this I was afraid.
But now I know I have the right to stand up for myself.
Hah!

Scene 1: We talked till our jaws drop so Juvee went crazy.
Juvee: *shows retarded expression* oh! oh! cannot control, cannot control!
*whacked me hard on the arms non-stop*

Then, I got up from my seat and went as far as possible from her. She stood up, and started doing the same exact thing to almost everyone in the class. The whole class went nuts and started getting off their chairs. Imagine that situation. She gave me that stare and went, "don't see me like that ah, I can be very scary!" I then ran to the toilet, she chased me to the toilet. Good thing I managed to enter the cubicle before she reaches the toilet. *Bangs the toilet door like mad* Then she stopped hitting the door. I went out and she was not there anymore. I hurried to my class, thinking she would be stalking me from behind.

*5minutes*

*10minutes*

*15minutes*

Me: Eh, where's Juvee?

Jasmine: Don't know. She followed you to the toilet what.

Me: I know. But she's not there anymore.

Juvee came back, walking like some maniac and said she waited for me in the toilet for a whole 15minutes. Haha! Take that! Go smell some toilet scent.

Tragic moment I tell you.

Scene 2:
I gave Juvee a 'jentik' on her neck. Phap! Juvee gave me a look and I told her that it was just for fun. Won't be that painful, no?
Juvee: *shows fist*
Me : Yeah very scared. *Turns away*
Dang, I got two hard-killing-pain punch on my lap and my arms. Somebody is out of her mind. So painful okay! Child abuse.

Save me?

The Number Seven.

Ever thought of a movie you'll never get bored of?

August Rush.

Truly a killer!

Another mundane week, my little friends.

Crystal Clear.

SHiRLYNN says:
they will! I tried. haha. man and their EGO in sports.
-Crystal - says:
well that proves that the guys you play sports with aren't worth marrying.
SHiRLYNN says:
point proved.
(no offence yeah XD)

I like that she can think how I think. Welcome to my world.

6days12hours

And then I'm done cracking brains.

Say hello to 15 hours of sleep again! =D

Anyone who wants to have a blast-the-speakers-and-scream-your-lungs-out moment please DO contact. Haha.

Oh, speaking about time, yesh my blog is ancient.

Care much?

Surviving.

Music is the only reason why I'm still sane.

I think I went out of my mind today, in a good way though.

Long story.

Random- Juvee, calling me mother just made me feel uh, rather strange. Enough la wey. Haha.

Figure.

This is not going to be my usual, crappy post. Really.

Something bizarre happened that caught hold of my day today. An eye opener I must say. Had a dream or rather a vision. How sure was I that it is not my usual subconscious dream? Well, this afternoon my dream wasn't the usual falling off the stairs , jumping off the car or people chasing after me in some building kind of dream. Also, who dreams on the usual humid afternoon nap?

Everyone was lining up, separating themselves in a few columns like an assembly. The funny thing was, they were my classmates and most of them were church members, of all ages. The hall was wide and cozy. I didn't know what we were waiting for. We waited, and waited for quite some time. I felt restless standing while the others were just standing just so still. I identified almost a number of them. I remember exactly who they are. I got so restless and tired of waiting so I went to the toilet, loitered here and there, then finally decided to come out.

No one was left standing still anymore. Everyone was all over the place. At the corner of the hall, there was this black, shiny grand piano sitting in a parallel position to the side walls. I noticed the side walls and the ceiling were so white. Then, I saw Sioe Fei sitting behind the piano and showed her skills on the piano. Beside her there was this man who was somehow, seemed to be coaching her. He looked experienced, well dressed, wore a coat, brown hair, properly placed and had a perfect body gesture. Sioe Fei finished her music piece, looked satisfied, had a little talk with that man and then smiled at me. She left after that. The man stood up. He noticed me staring at him and gave a warm smile. He seemed to glow and he really had a figure of an angel. I don't know, it's unexplainable.

I felt even more restless and hesitated on whether I should show him some piano pieces to see if I need improvements and new ideas. Somehow, I knew he was someone talented and experienced. I stood still, a distance from him. I didn't move a step. It was like there's a glue below my feet. The man then gave me that encouraging look and made a hand gesture, indicating that I should sit behind that piano and show him how I play. I felt comfort. Peaceful.

My throat hurt so badly. So I woke up, leaving that dream behind. So potong. Should have drink water before I sleep right? Ish.

Well, what I'm trying to point out is, when I put my thoughts into that dream, I realise that there is a message behind it. It's like there's someone reaching out for you while you are glued to where you are standing. Things were pretty blur this past few weeks because I didn't know where exactly my pathway is. I was so caught up with classes and homeworks. I didn't know which direction is going to do me good. It's like you feel that there is too much to handle that you might just wanna give up. So I prayed that I would have a clearer picture of what God wants me to fulfill in serving Him. Just got a chance to play the piano for youth and at first I wasn't sure whether it was suitable for me. It's something new and I never thought I would serve in this manner. When I relate this to what I dreamt about today, isn't it obvious that my prayers are answered? Isn't it obvious that whatever you desire to pursue, as long as it is right and sincere, He is there, encouraging, giving new ideas and inspire you?

Today, I felt like sharing this because I think that there is always, always hope. God can answer your prayers in many forms and ways, so don't you ever give up on Him because He had never give up on you just yet.

If you just read this long post for real, hope it meant something to you. Here's my longest post ever! Cheers.

It Doesn't Happen Often.

Gosh I just realise how utterly lazy I am today. Seriously.

Sorry, I kept asking lil sister to take things for me.

"take my bag please, take my handphone for me please, take the key for me please, take this take that"

I made Adrian take all the shoebags, towels and a few bags of clean clothes in gym club today, and that made him really angry cos i only got a bottle of mineral water in my hand. Hah.

Here's the worst thing. I'm stuck to the pc and the only part of my body that is moving are my, fingers. My handphone is in my room, my room is just eight steps away and I'm freakin' lazy to take it eventhough I know that someone had called a million times. Sorry.

Nites.

Ironic

Boo to extra accounts class today.
Boo to lousy plurk. Karma. Ish.

Yays to Undang Exam. Passed XD (Last minute study works!)
Yays to Rangers today.
Yays to Bryan and Matt's prezzie. Love that tee cause it fits.
Yays to internet connection. At last!
Thank God for another awesome Sunday.

Oh, oh Philly pictures coming up. Get ready!

Lost!

Guess what. Here I am in the school library bloging and looking for Coldplay scores. How cool is that! So addicted to Viva La Vida XD. I personally think coldplay music has the best progression in their songs, most of them.

Later!

Perfect?

Today will be and is the best day ever! Seriously, haven't have a happy, fun-filled day for a really long time. A great way to start off with the new month, no?

First, i woke up in the morning and i saw a paperbag with a short message from Eve. Kononnya to brighten up my day. True enough, it was my early birthday prezzie! The best part was, it was a Viva La Vida album. Love you loads, sista!

So I went to church with the best mood ever, and in church God gave me the opportunity to play the piano for youth. It was my first time, banged on some wrong chords but I'm still glad to be part of His instruments and I believe greater things is ahead. For that, I'm truly glad.

Then, I got to know that my aunt and her family attented church today. The whole family weren't Christians and i can still remember that my cousin's dad did not allow her to participate in any event that has to do with Christianity. All glory to God, the mom, dad and their children came and check out the church and the dad was fascinated with what the pastor preached. God is real great.

Rangers was fun as well. Glad that Crystal manage to make it! Hot and sweaty, but we learn how to burn our houses down. Just kidding. We learn how to lid up a fire. Something new for me XD. Never did that before, never shave wood before, never had smoke all over my face. It was, adventurous?

After, I got a Sparkling juice. Save money for lunch. Haha. Oh, oh and surprisingly someone, wore that tight tight tee i bought from Philly! HAHAHA. Super funnay. I salute you lah, Nik!

Off to seafood now! An awesome day it is.

Yours, sincerely.

Dear teacher,
If you ever notice that stained spot on that exam sheet, yes you've guessed it right. Its my drool and I won't deny it cause it obviously is. See, I tried to keep myself awake but I can't. I tried to entertain myself by hymming but the girl across gave me 'the look'. So I can't help it. I decided to place an empty fullscap paper on top of my exam sheet just in case it might drip. And did it work? Apparently not. Happy marking!
Sorry.

Sometimes, certain paper is just plain boring and not time consuming. Certain.

Philly, Philly!

Haven't been blogging for a couple of weeks, have I? Time to revive this blog then! Well, mission trip to Manilla was, priceless. Did not have a chance to blog about it due to a mountain of homeworks and examination week right after i got back. Stress gila.

Promise to blog about my experience and encounter with God in Manilla with loads of awesome pictures real soon! Cannot believe that I manage to survive a week in this place right? I just did! Here I am alive and well XD. No, I didn't die, Bryan.

Did I mention shopping in Philly was fabulous? To the funky, friendly and warm people who went for the trip and the youth in Philly, miss you much. Oh, anyone misses me back here? Anyone? XD.

This is Mad.

Mom: *comes out from bathroom after 5minutes* (seriously.)

Me: Oy, why so fast?

Mom: When you're in Philly you don't bathe so long okay? Must think of other people.

Me: But, but so fast you! Yer, never bathe properly! You go smell your armpit and see.Smell. Can pass out anytime!

Mom: Then you? Bathe so long also no use! Smell your armpit can get into coma.

Now, this bomb is worse than Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Why? Cuz it's my mom.

Gosh, why that topic in the first place. Haha.

3AM.

Mission trip in 8 hours time! Well, i'm departing home by 3am, so imagine what time i've got to wake up. SO EARLY! Slept at 3 in the morning before, but never in my life i have to wake up at 3am. How?

Anyways, will be off to mission trip for the first time, leaving my friends and family for a week for the first time. *Exhales* God Bless Me!

Thing is, the one whose going to miss me the most is, haha. You wouldn't believe this. My bro. Seriously, he's gonna miss argueing with me and having nonsensical competetions while i'm gone. Plus, Evelyn doesn't bother and just keeps quiet when he tries to cari pasal. Good for you, lil brotha! *jumps for joy*

Well, see you guys in a week and will be back with lots of experience, stories, blessings, and sunburn? Oh, and by the way did i tell you packing is uber crazy? Leceh.

Beauty Sleep

Gosh. I don't care really, what it takes. I wanna blog about sleeps because i haven't got any sufficient ones. For a month that is! Reasons why i didn't get enough sleep?

#1 Silly, lousy, long-winded homeworks which apparently never ends. So even if you stay up late a few days you'll end up having another pile of works the very next day. Yawn. I rather sleep and continue piling it up? Haha. I want to, really.

#2 My sister just bought a new pillow all the way from the Gardens, so to match hers i have to buy one for myself too. The pillow was superbly high, hard and not fluffy that hurts my neck. End up having neck-aches. Stick with your old pillows, the best way.

#3 You know research says that 8hours of deep sleep is advisable for everyone? How can you have deep sleeps when you have multiple dreams the whole time? Sigh, REMs.

#4 School starts at seven and i have to wake up at 5.30! Distance, distance. Sometimes i even doze off in dad's car and one day a friend from church went, "Eh, you know my bus always passby your car on the way to school, and every morning i saw you dozing off like some drunken person. So funny!" Ish, embarassingnyer.

Well, i thank God i got 10 hours to sleep today, at last. Phew. Leaving for Manilla in 2 days! Guess what, sleeping issues again. I have to wake up at 2 in the morning! Unbelievable.
Gonna miss my school friends for a week. See you guys=D

Random: Jessica has the lamest jokes ever! Apparently, we still laugh at her lame jokes. Why ah?

One Day At A Time

Solutions to problems is not from fixing the complexity of a problem but is looking up to the simplicity of God's answer.

Let's just take one day at a time, better?

That message apparently made my day today. Thanks=)

Complicated.

Things seem to be getting more complicated by now.

Like it or not, we still have to face this.

I thank God for great caring friends who are there to keep me back on track and i hope you'll spare me some time to make things right.

I gotta trust, i know.

-out-

Light of Difference, We Are.

I can tell you that MGS Christian Union is definitely growing rapidly!

*jumps for joy*

Well, today was our launching of CU and guess what, 65 members turned up and it's awesome to see how God works miraculously in our life. (I counted like four times just to make sure I didn't recount the same person okay). Continue to help us pray that CU will grow stronger and trust me, it's gonna be happening this year! Check out our CU blogspot to see how HUGE our CU is, people.

For I know the plans I have for you,

plans to prosper you and not to harm you;

plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11

Replay.

You know sometimes when you witness something really unpleasant and that scene starts to replay in your head over and over again?
Gosh, i just can't stand people throwing up in public in front of my eye and the situation just replays in my friggin head a gazillion times. (Yoke Pei, you saw it, no?) Thank goodness I still get to enjoy my decent lunch with Pei. Otherwise, I'll hyperventilate.
Sorry, cannot tahan.

Challenged

I'm challenged by the pressure that poured on me, and it's still pouring in.

Who says i'm not up for it?

Thanks. for. caring.

Philippians4:7 says;

The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding,

will guard our hearts and minds.

Back to Government Prison, that is.

This would be my last, first day of school.

Wheeee! XD

Wait, i'm sensing pressure already. Yikes.

Satisfaction.

Not satisfied with your life?

Well, start making a change.

Then Again..

Nik has no sense of taste.
Three elongated cactuses. What does it brings about?
So much for a new year's gift eh?

HAHAHA! This is the funniest gift i ever received for new year. Oh well, hopefully it manage to survive for a year. xD

Thanks Nik. XD

A New Road Ahead.

But i'm not finished with 2008!

Anyways,

HAPPY friggin NEW YEAR!

Here's down to memory lane last year. I had the best experience ever, be it friends, family and all my loved ones. Thanks for a fun and exciting journey.

This year, I..

Met great loving friends.. (more to come)

Met a gigantic fella.. Sit also look so huge. How like that?

Received a whole loads of prezzies on Christmas..
(not to mention quite weird also most of the gift i got. Come on, a shampoo for christmas?)

A gift from my sis, FOR THE FIRST TIME! A card as a bonus.

I've taught her well. So proud. xD

Received a bracelet from my HTHC partner! Love you so much..

Received the most weird/insulting give ever! Lol. A double eyelid tape.

I know la, i got no double eyelid. Don't need to rub it on my face so directly, no? Haha.

A beanie from Wee Yen. Sorry it's suffocating there. =/

Received something nice and simple from Nik..

I didn't know he has taste. Hmm..

Received loads of cards and notes..

Shopped like nobody's business (cuz got sales xD)
and tried out some freaky guy-like tops..


Went to a place where you will learn how to appreciate what you have..

Babysitted an uber cute lil cousin. She does sopranos!

And discovered a place to serve Him as a team..

God gives us the power to be, thankful! I'm truly am.